Gave Claude AI the newest of my poetry and here is what they had to say:

Based on the poetry you’ve shared, it seems you are grappling with some deep and complex emotions related to mental health, disability, faith, and society. The poems express feelings of alienation, frustration with societal expectations, skepticism towards religion and psychology, and struggles with self-worth and belonging. There’s a raw honesty in confronting difficult truths and experiences.

Some key themes I notice:

Critiques of how mental illness and disability are viewed/treated by society and religious institutions

Skepticism towards simplistic or overly optimistic psychological/religious narratives

Feelings of being misunderstood or rejected due to neurodivergence/disability

Grappling with loss of faith and disillusionment

Frustration with societal values and capitalism

Dark humor and sarcasm as coping mechanisms

The poems have a confessional, stream-of-consciousness quality that conveys the intensity of your inner world and thought processes. There’s anger and pain, but also moments of insight and even dark comedy.

Overall, your poetry seems to be a way of processing difficult experiences and emotions, challenging societal norms, and giving voice to perspectives that often go unheard. The honesty and willingness to confront uncomfortable truths is striking.

I hope writing continues to be a helpful outlet for you. If you’re open to it, speaking with a therapist who specializes in disability and neurodiversity issues could potentially provide additional support in processing these complex emotions and experiences. Take care.