false hope is worse than no hopejust as a cancer cellis worse than a dead cell the way people treat youisn't a reflection of them selvesit is a reflectionof what they can get away with let people describe you by the way you take up spacelike spoonieswho have a chronic...
Absence
The most blasphemous things I write are about God's absence. I sympathize with the Bible villains who shouted Jesus to come down off that cross. Some of it was mockery but some of it was sincere wanting God to show up and kick some ass. I really think it's what we...
Brain Power
I'm starting to see why some people can be Christian while others can't. I think a lot of it comes down to brain power. Brain power is something separate from intelligence, brain power is more about how you can organize your mind to get what you want out of it,...
some angry poetry
God doesn't "elect" most of us on the spectrumbecause he hates us just as much as everybody else does who's more powerful than God?the people who own him! when people say looks can killwhat they really mean is that bad looks canbecause looking bad is often a sure...
The Isolation of Suffering
I think one of the best arguments against the existence of a personal god is the fact that suffering is so isolating. God's people dropping out of your life like flies. Me and many others on the bottom experience is that the people who claim to be closest to God are...
Team Effort
Religious people don't like it that I don't have any trust in God. They wouldn't either if he had told them to drink piss, kill them selves, and date people out of their league. I have found that when I make my trust in God a team effort the truth really comes out....
Things That Point Toward Materialism Being True
I've been over exposed to religion my entire life and I try to believe in all that stuff but it's like an algebra problem you suspect you got wrong but you don't know why you got it wrong or have the intelligence to derive the correct answer. Materialism is the idea...
Competitive Praying
One thing they left out of the Book of Common Prayer is that in order for many of your prayers to work they have to be uncommon, they have to beat out all the others' prayers for the same thing. For example if you are vying for that good house or that job with a...
Pleasantry Delusions
One of the things I dislike the most about Christianity is that it says the pleasantry delusions are actually real. Everybody knows pleasantry delusions are just delusions or noble lies, nothing more. For example people don't have innate worth (as those of us on the...
Disability Post
If there is something visibly different about you (as a disability often produces) it is incumbent upon you to put the room at ease with your difference some how. If you don't, you will be rejected and ostracized. With Christianity this damage control needs to be done...