by lepton | Feb 1, 2019 | Faith, Matters of the Heart, Personal, Poetry
capitalism is an open air prison the thing modern psychology and religion hate the most is you owning your poor self image because this keeps you from renting it from them could signs and wonders be decoupled from revelation? Prophet Yaweh was able to call specks into...
by lepton | Jan 9, 2019 | Autism Specific, Lessons, Matters of the Heart
People tell you to improve your life you need to take on a new thing be it a job, a medication, volunteering, or something else. What they fail to tell you is if you are on the bottom it is very difficult to impossible to actually quit that new thing you tried. This...
by lepton | Jan 4, 2019 | Autism Specific, Lessons, Matters of the Heart, Semantics
Following up on my Forgiveness and Indra’s Net post, I think a lot of times forgiveness just makes things more difficult. I know this is not an opinion that is going to be popular with religion or modern psychology but my experience has been it’s been...
by lepton | Dec 7, 2018 | Autism Specific, Matters of the Heart, Personal
Often the the DIS in disability grows larger as you get older. For me it was obvious because by 16 my vision was too bad to drive so I was suddenly different from everyone else. At 24 when I was too mentally ill to live on my own I was again different than everyone...
by lepton | Nov 30, 2018 | Matters of the Heart, Personal, Power Dynamic
I don’t feel eudemonic pleasure. I volunteer a lot because I can’t find paid work and don’t get pleasure from it. The pleasure I feel is hedonic like when I listen to a good song or are with friends enjoying tea or a chai latte. I think there are...