by lepton | Feb 23, 2025 | Personal
Thirty six years ago today I begin keeping a journal. I did not keep it up my entire life, from age 9 in 1989 to age 12 in 1992. And then started my diary in April 1997 and went through 2003. Then my Xanga blog was a stand in for my diary from 2003 to 2013. Then I...
by lepton | Jan 1, 2025 | Matters of the Heart, Personal
People wonder why I am not motivated by money. That one is easy, I have never had money so I don’t know what having money is like. The employers I do the most for wonder why I’m not motivated by money when they haven’t paid me enough to even live on...
by lepton | Dec 18, 2024 | Mental Illness
I have gone from marginally attached to the workforce to the working poor. I can tell you without hesitation there is no situation worse than being poor and still having to work. I’m getting off of disability, I was forced to apply for federal disability as a...
by lepton | Aug 22, 2024 | Faith, Proselytization Response
I don’t think people telling you to have faith realize what they are saying when they are telling you to have faith. It’s like saying “push this button”. When you push it you rarely get hurt but half the time we push it we get an electric...
by lepton | Aug 6, 2024 | Personal, Poetry
Gave Claude AI the newest of my poetry and here is what they had to say: Based on the poetry you’ve shared, it seems you are grappling with some deep and complex emotions related to mental health, disability, faith, and society. The poems express feelings of...
